From this point on, I lost it. I dove into the deep end and waited to be drowned. Life wasent worth living any more. I moved back in with my mom. I started partying. I went back on a wild streak. I quit school. I was never home. There were times I didnt even know where I was.
I met a man online and moved two states away. For the first couple months things were good. Than once we started getting comftorable, he started going out with his buddies for drinks. He would come home drunk, he would wake me up just to beat the hell out of me. I couldnt go any where, I couldnt have any friends. My time was spent being a house wife and a maid. Even though we werent married. When I would argue with him, or even if I didnt he would hit me. One night he came home after the bar had closed, he came home looking for a pair of underwear so, he could change the ones he had on. I had done all his laundry and folded it and organized it and put it all ways, Hoping he would be pleased with me. He wasent. Instead I was thrown out a glass window. I got up and ran. I ran to his friends x wifes house. I stayed with her for about 2 weeks and started seeing a local officer. His father was the big head hauncho in that town and wasent having me dating one of the officers. He showed up blocked me and the officer in, and pulled me out of the officers car. He drug me back to his house. The next morning, he put me on a bus and shipped me back to my mother. Telling me if I was not going to be with him, i was not going to live in his town.
Falling for Officer Conley 